How can I give this up?!
Who can pass this up.... Friends and Family...
I am absolutely the WORST decision maker there has ever been. And yet, and probably because of this special weakness of mine, I tend to have to make them way too often. Right now I am deciding between staying here in Provo and going to school for the summer or going home. I have tossed it back and forth, conversed with the good Lord about it, and I think I have finally come to a conclusion to go home. I feel good about it. I love the idea of being able to be with my family and my friends... those friends who really know me for Bailee and have always been a huge part of my life. I hate being away from my family and it will be nice to be able to spend loads and loads of time with them before I take off again for another year up here at the Y!
The other thing I am having to decide between is doing Young Ambassadors again next year for a third year or refraining and doing shows and other things at BYU. I was GUNG-HO about doing it again, and now I am second guessing that as well. I think it might be time for new opportunities, and two years of Young Ambassadors might be perfectly enough...
5 comments:
Bay:
Mayma used to tell me to write down a list of all the pros and cons, and to then be prayerful. She always gave me the confidence I needed by saying that she knew I would make the right decision. So, I pass that to you - I am sure you will do the right thing! Hang on to what you FEEL is right. We love you!
I am so glad that you are coming home this summer!!(your coming home right?????) It makes me happy to know you will get to see this baby when he is born.
i love you and miss you!!
hey blogger girl! huuuzah!
first of all, you are just gorgeous sis. Its true. I love the pic of the fam at the funeral, where its your hand on Colleens shoulder but it looks like Jakes. "With my by myself".
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